that this always happens. its the same old story.

like turns to love, love turns to tears, tears turn to hate, hate turns to…well, hate.

and im sick of it. maybe i should just give up. i can never stay in love or be loved for too long, or else things just…crash. its like drinking 3 cans of monster. you get that rush, then after awhile, you breakdown and crash.

its so confusing..

yet so simple.

OMIGOD >___<

and lately ive been thinking. the last one. not the one just then, but the one before.

thats the only one i truly miss.

but who am i to say anything? i was just one of those girls that you had wrapped around your finger.

but anyways.

suki desu otoko no ko..

ima no wakare.